bloggiee...
im backx .
to0k NR h0me t0nitex ; had a bad day wrking . SUPER bad . i dun kn0ez . wad the hell im thinking or feeling . im damn super low morale . PMS ? dun thhink s0 lehs. to0 to0 earlyy . >.<
wad if i quited my j0b at k-b0x ? w/o finding another back up j0b ? will i be able to find another j0b in time ? will i be able to co0p wib my 0wn inc0me ? mummie`s expenses ? sch reopening so0n ..
h0w cum goin wrking in kb0x becum part of my fear ? i hate pple psychoing .. michael`s stupid face ; stupid attitude .. customers` GL . ; attitude ; complaints ? i used to able to co0p wif all these .. how cum things are different n0w ?
g0in to work n0w is like invisible to michael ; is like a entertainment f0r pple t0 psych0 . to see pple`s attitude. i kn0e , i kn0e . every j0bs hab t0 take up all these problemss. BUT all these d0nt seem to be a problem to me in da past .. u understand ? my presence at kbox doesnt matter to anyone. i dont like to wrk der. i dun like to remain at a place where im fear of. i dont like to stay at a place where the supervisor can made me cry . i just dislike places where i had fears for it . s0rt of argues wib kel b4 left kb0x . i believe they sure hated me f0r sure. i admit tt it was damn busie.. but u guys just dont understand. even though if i helped u guys out ; it wud onlie be another hour . michael said b4 . if i were to becum PTer , the most i can wrk will be 5 hrs. i w0nt be able to wrk till 4am u understand ? u cant possibly ask me slack 3 hrs alone by myself rite ? tt time slacking alone is pathetic. understand ? i rather go off at 11 . and save time.
i dun kn0e i just dun understand ; w0 hen fan .
but finallie i g0t things to tell y0ux..
lance ;
im nt sure whether will u manage to read my bl0g. but i believe u will .. this msg is fer u . im s0 sorry t0 made u b0ught the tickets and i had give it a miss . in da 1st place since u kn0e tt im n0t s0 sure , u shud nt had bought it . i tot i say im nt goin den u say plan other activity ? tot u say met same old place? i tot movies plan had cancel. i nvr expect ... and the wrost thing is i nvr expect u will be wondering der till 11pm .. to say da truth .. i kn0e things changed . and we are nt we used to be. since u are mature enuff , i take it u kn0e wad i mean l0hs . i believe my stop wrking in kbox will be of great help ..so sorry if i did anything and gave u wrong impression just like wad u did to Ling . u treat me m0re then a fwen shud get . thxs l0rts but als0 s0rry . thx fer ur accompaniemt but als0 s0rry f0r the way i treat u these few days . 0r rather we will still g0nna be fwenss we used to be. rem our t-shirt ? [ fwenz forever ] =D *smilex*
anne;;__
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